Is it just me?

Does anyone else feel weird when their friends do things that you don't know about?

I like to think that I am not self centred enough to think that I am the centre of the universe.  I know my friends have other friends and lives and do lots and lots of stuff that I am not (and probably should not) be involved in.

But sometimes, I feel funny.  Maybe it's insecurity.  Maybe it's lonliness, although I don't feel lonely.

It's like sitting at a table with people recounting stories about times and events that you weren't involved in.  I know I am guilty of that.  But I hate it when it happens to me.

I just don't like to feel left out.  It is totally unjustified.  It is totally out of left field. 

Maybe I am PMSing.  Maybe I am crazy.  Maybe I am just sensitive and I need to suck it up.  Yeah, I think that's it, the third one.  I just need to suck it up.  :)

Rosie N. Grey
The N stands for "nincompoop".