I was driving the other night, by myself, down a dark country road. I had plugged in a random CD that was laying on the floor of the van. Most of the songs were fine- it was a CD that Geoff had created a couple of years ago- and I was able to sing along with most of them. And then this song came on.
I can't listen to this song without my eyes welling up. Every time.
It makes me think of my boy, of Sebastian. It makes me think of things like forever and ever. I remember the way his eyes look when we connect. I know how his eyes wrinkle when he smiles. I can close my own eyes, at any time, and see his face. He is my boy, my son, my heart and soul. My heart aches when I think of our life together, because I know that we will be linked and together for the rest of our lives. Sawyer will have her own life, she will have a family or not, but Bastian...well, he's different.
This song brings an ache to my heart and my soul. It brings tears to my eyes. I just felt like sharing it with all of you.
Rosie N. Grey
The N stands for " 'nother reason to love him."